I'M BACK!!

HI EVERYONE.. I'M BACK!!

this wk was abit more shiong than last.. but it is still manageable.. physically it is more demanding and i am glad it is.. with all the hints the commanders are dropping i tink i know what next few wks will be like.. tough times ahead so i covet all your prayers..

being in army brought me closer to God.. not trying to be over-spiritual here bcoz i dont really pray alot there.. not enough personal time to do it.. my bunk mates are a load of crazy fools so we dont go to one corner and do our own things kind.. but i do speak to God.. when i am tired.. when we were to hold in the "down" position of push up and stay still there.. when my strength wear out i will shout out to Him.. when i am tired of shouting during route marches.. God was there with me all the while..

pls keep praying that i will keep staying positive.. i hate whiners.. like yuting said.. i hate these people who keep on complaining about food, weather, people, blar blar.. aiya just get used to it and chiong as a platoon la..

ok got alot of things to do today.. go bank go beach road go town go church.. i better go jogging first.. bye!! see you all next wk!!

I LOVE ARMY!!

Army is a very fun place.. cant blog much about what i do there otherwise i will get charged.. haha.. but personally i enjoy the life there.. disciplined life and good physical training.. i just booked out for good friday and i am going back tonight again.. yesterday night met shan and the group.. went out for dinner with family.. now i realize how precious weekends are.. i really hope next wk will have more time to go church and dont need to rush here rush there..


next wk real training will start already.. honeymoon period over and we are ready to go full gear.. kind of look forward to it.. i wanna lose weight and get tanned!! haha..


home bed and home bathroom is the best!! home food is the best!! but Tekong is not that bad la.. and i need to bring more toilet paper.. 2 rolls in 8 days.. i tink i am a use-toilet-roll champion.. go field camp confirm die.. use leave and grass.. haha..


it is just warm up so nothing much happened this wk.. i will update more if i got time.. bye!!

I AM AN ARMY BOY!!

8 hours to enlistment.. let me blog everything here..


how do i feel?? Excited.. Nervous.. Insecure.. Dunno what to expect.. abit of everything here.. people say that when the 2 most insecure period of a man's life is after education before NS and after NS before work.. it is the time when guys are at their crossroad and they dunno what to expect.. people say that christians go in NS, they either get stronger or they leave church.. people say that NS is 黑暗 one.. people backstab each other there to rise up the ranks.. haiz.. tell you what.. i dont care about what people say.. it may be true yes.. i have seen friends come and go bcoz of army but i am more concerned about what God says..

HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL.. ABOVE AND NOT BENEATH.. BLESSED IN YOUR COMING IN, BLESSED IN YOUR GOING OUT.. CITY SET ON A HILL THAT CANNOT BE HIDDEN.. THAT'S ME!!

i covet all of your prayers.. pls remember me.. my dream is to cross over to OCS and be an officer.. pay may be lower but i reflects better.. i will work hard for it but i cant do it with my own strength.. i really need God for this period of my time..



oh really surprise by the cell group.. thank shan, hubert, jed, debbie, vivien, vanessa, tiffany(*not in order of impact or influence) haha.. muz add in the * bcoz later they jealous say why their name not in front.. i dunno why they always say i dont look surprise or i very difficult to surprise.. haha.. i nv expect them at all la! haha.. they say i always tink alot so very difficult to surprise.. realli meh.. u all can try again on my birthday one.. 6 april.. dont forget ar.. haha.. oh they made a oh-okok-haha cake for me.. inside joke.. but i am not oh-ok-haha at all.. what's their problem.. i am humorous la..



i really hope that i will have good buddy, good bunk mates, good platoon and good company inside.. i am going to work very hard this time.. i am talking nonsense already bcoz i am quite tired but i dont wanna slp bcoz i dont wanna waste my last night of freedom.. haha.. i go watch tv.. go in no SCV cable to watch le.. bye world.. hi tekong!!

I CANT SLEEP!!

I CANT IMAGINE THIS HAPPENING TO ME.. 3 DAYS TO ENLISTMENT, 6 HOURS TO REPORTING TO THE SUNGEI GEDONG CAMP.. AND I CANT SLEEP.. SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!

Forgive Yourself..

Welcome to today's version of Today God Is First.. Today i read about forgiving myself.. i so much needed that.. my friend, i guess you would need it too.. dunno if u would read this.. but i hope if u do, you would ponder about what God has to say here.. :)

March 6

Forgiving Ourselves

1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

The apostle Peter was one of three disciples who walked with Jesus closer than the other nine. He was the most enthusiastic and the one man who was willing to step into territories where others would not dare. He was the first to step out of the boat and walk on water. He wanted to protect Jesus at times when Jesus rebuked him for having a demon influence him. He cut off the ear of the guard who wanted to arrest Jesus in the garden. As Peter matured, the Holy Spirit harnessed his many extreme emotions.

The greatest trial for Peter was when he denied the Lord just before Jesus was crucified. Three times he denied knowing Jesus. Jesus predicted that the cock would crow after the third time just to reinforce the prophecy to Peter. Peter was crushed when he realized he had failed His Lord so badly.

The Lord forgave Peter for his denial. However, gaining forgiveness from Jesus was not the most difficult part for Peter. The hard part was forgiving himself. As we mature in the faith, we begin moving in victory after victory with our Lord. Then out of nowhere, an event happens that reveals our true sin nature, and we are confronted face to face with this reality. We cannot believe that we are capable of such sin. There is no good thing in us save the grace of Jesus Christ and His blood that cleanses us. When God looks at us, He looks at the blood of Christ that has covered our sin. He does not look at our sin once we confess it.

When we have difficulty forgiving ourselves, this is pride at its deepest level. We are making an assumption that we should never have sinned and that we are too mature to sin. This is a trap from the enemy of our souls. People who cannot forgive do not recognize from what they have been forgiven. That includes us.

你是我的眼

there is a blind singer in Taiwan called 萧煌奇 that in my opinion is much better than our very own 陈伟联.. he doesn't look weird (when i told my mum this she say i am very very bad to 伟联) and he sings very well.. he wrote a song called 你是我的眼 and it made me tear when i heard him sing.. here's the video and lyrics!

你是我的眼
如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手

如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

when i went to read the lyrics, there was this line that broke me... really broke my heart..

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘,忘了掀开

who are we to blame God for our circumstances.. let's learn to appreciate what is good in our lives and not focus on what is bad.. if a blind man like him could write such a good song and move on in life, what more we whom can see the beautiful things God has placed in this world.. in a show that he performed in, the host said this which i think is so so true..

我们比萧煌奇看到了更多，但是我们感受到比他少太多了。。

my friend, dont give up on yourself.. bcoz i havent given up on you, and God didnt even once think of giving up.. stand up and fight with God again.. i will never stop praying for you.. this i can promise...

Favourite!!

蕭敬騰 is now my favourite singer... if you dont count 曹格! look at this!!








THIS IS THE BEST!!

a twist to the story..

there might be a twist to the story.. seriously dunno what to expect.. God.. i dunno how to pray about this.. do whatever You want and i'll be happy about it...


i just made big black spects for my enlistment.. but will i need it so fast?? hahahaha.. DILEMMA!!

NEW WORLD RECORD!!

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.. I BROKE THE NEW WORLD RECORD!!

THE NEW WORLD RECORD FOR JOGGING DONE BY ANYONE NAMED CHEN QINGJIE DAVID!!

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!

I HOPE MAN U WILL WIN TONIGHT AND PROGRESS TO LAST 8.. BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD JOGGING SO ROONEY, RONALDO, TEVEZ, ANDERSON.. U ALL BETTER WORK HARD!!