protection

it just happened this thurs that i was having training and something slipped and landed on my left ring finger and i couldn't speak for few minutes bcoz it was so so so so so so damn painful.. it left me a red swollen left ring finger for the rest of the day and i cant carry anything heavy with my left hand until now.. and it so happen that my left hand is my master hand..

but thank God still amidst all the bad things that happened, He protected me and there is no fracture in the bone.. the something that landed on my finger is somewhere between 18-22 kg and my finger could have broke.. phew.. and also i thank God for a financial blessing that came in so timely.. :) i can really have a merry christmas now..

long weekend!!

i really really hope that all these prophesies in the last 2 wks will come to pass.. otherwise i am really dead meat.. but since i committed to them, i am gonna trust and have faith in God..

LT Qinhui asked me what has God done for me, in an attempt to shake my faith last wk.. he was just kidding but i got something out of the conversation(or debate). at the very moment he asked me that qn, i was just like "ermz.. alot.." then he went on to say "like what?" and thankfully somebody interrupted our conversation.. i cant remember who was it or was it his hp that rang and i tink that interruption saved me from all possible embarrassments.. i definitely couldn't for sure say something which is solid enough to convince him of the goodness of God in my life.. well i know and i learnt how to share a proper testimony but i guess at that instance, "proper" is not enough for that man.. i always share testimony of my christian walk with people and they will be like "woah that is a solid testimony!" but the problem is the people who made those comments are always Christians themselves.. to them they believe God did it for me but how about those who do no share the same faith.. somehow i just feel that my life is not as compelling a testimony as i thought. so if i am not confident that it is gonna touch lives then it is really not going to touch lives.. i dunno if anybody understands what i am trying to say.. i know somebody is gonna come up and say "oh then u gotta let ur live be a living testimony!" haha that is not what i am refering to.. it is like how real is God in our lives? is He just as real as goosebumps u feel in church and cgm? is He just as real as what you read and know about Him? nobody bothers about facts about God.. He did this to who and who, He did that to who and who.. Benny Hinn talks about undeniable miracles, it is time we have undeniable testimony for an undeniable God in our lives.. i really hope the next time somebody ask me that qn again i will make his jaws drop..

so far this post got nothing to do with my title right? so i am gonna make it link.. thank God for long wkends.. booking in tonight.. and lotsa tests next wk! bye..

sick

my head hurts and my temp is running high.. on mc for today but going to book in soon.. got totally no motivation to do anything bcoz my head just hurts so much once i think harder or exert force..