Resolution of The Year

i remember at the start of the year i said i wanted to do something in 2009.. i've been training for the something for since the start of the year faithfully although there are times where i slack off abit but i dare to say that i've been consistent till this point in time.. this sunday is 1/2 of the something organized by my company but i cant go because i am on course and i got grading on monday so i cant strain my body too much.. kind of disappointed as this sunday will be a good gauge of how i will fare for the real something in dec.. but anyway today i took the big step and sign up for the real something and it is PAID & CONFIRMED!!




here i come, my number 1 resolution 2009! i wanna be a finisher! everyone say with me: DAVE CAN FINISH!

RESTART

i wish i could depress the RESTART button and everything goes back to the beginning..

this is not as easy as i think it would be.. Honestly i think trusting God would have been an easier choice.. But the decision have been made..

Why did i do wat i did.. Being in a vicious cycle of troubles and trials really made me very tired out over this few years.. One problem not settle, another come to haunt me.. "All things work for the good" sadly doesn't apply in my life.. Say i'm without determination, call me immature i dun care.. I need to step out of the cycle and see things in a rational perspective.. I want to try something different, since wat i have been doing dun seem to work, Why not.. I need the breakthrough bcoz the weight of the family is on my shoulders, and i cant be insane to do the same thing over and over and expect a different result..

Work sucks seriously.. I love the career but i hate the job.. It really sucks life out of me and i need a break from all the routine.. Routines that i do wkly just bcoz it is only right to be doing them bcoz of who i am and wat i believe.. I need to find that original purpose of doing it.. Thus i promise myself never to be a hypocrite.. Never do it unless i am fully convinced of it's purpose again..

I'm sorry to those who believed, and those who look up to me for what i believed.. The soldier need time and needs a clear mind, a new sense of purpose before he can fight again.. I apologise for those whom i've hurt in the process of making this decision.. If you still have trust for me, trust me..

soldier no more..

the soldier could not find the much-needed courage and boldness to speak at the most crucial moment..

The wounded soldier could not fight for wat matters most anymore..

The tired soldier could not push on anymore..

Somebody pls tell me why am i hanging on..

passion

i came across a quote today in my surprise bus ride back from camp.. i take bus ok.. it is an achievement.. but anyway.. Inspiration from TVMobile says this:

After you found your calling, you work easily, you never get tired..

this makes me think alot...

History Repeats Itself..

If you wanna name it CHAMPIONS LEAGUE, then you got no choice but to expect this team to win it every single year!!

Mummy's angry!

oh the mum of the-boy-who-cant-stop-running recently expressed her displeasure of the-boy who-cant-stop-running training intensity..

Mum: 你在兵营跑, 回来家里也跑.. 这样多人跑到死掉了你还不怕!


Sis: 对咯对咯!!!


Me: 我的新名字叫 THE BOY WHO CANT STOP RUNNING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!