something which i anticipated for long and yet hope it will nv come has happened.. sometimes a simple prayer you make to God will bring the "simple" test of faith into your life.. "simple" test like this are designed to test if you are worthy of what you prayed for.. but it just happens too quick for me to prepare myself.. (Andy.. if u are reading this.. remember what we discussed about on the way from ktv to jalan kayu on CNY? the worst thing that can ever happened and we both have the common worry?? that thing happened... but i doubt andy reads this.. )
i am upset.. nobody will be not.. but i am standing firm.. "it doesnt matter anymore" i keep telling myself.. i remembered in sheila's recently post there is something that says:
He's all I've got left
nobody will really understand what this sentence means until u are put in such a situation.. where nothing else matters, but oni Jesus do..
Jesus.. You're all i got left
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